Sometimes the most impossible
Things
Seem possible
When you're in it-

This mind bending game,
That's claimed me.

And it's terrifying-

That life could collapse in a second,
If you just gave in,

But giving in is all that saves you-

It's not wavering;

And when there is no certainty,
Old promises to myself
Become obsolete

How do I trust this beast in me?

I would do anything to believe-

Or be secure,
Or be set free.